I might just have to keep saying this. Benny pointed out, "You can't decolonize systems that weren't in place before colonization. Instead, seek to Indigenize post-colonial systems we are trapt in." He makes me proud.
Tracking a package that was supposed to be delivered on Saturday is so nerve wracking. Like for real, come tf on USPS. 😡 Get that damn thing dropped and signed for so Ma can get her invoice paid already. Just a shit ton of merch floating around getting there when it gets there.
These folks out here really be talking Osage to me and I just stare at them and repeat the one or two words they said in English, just all “What about water?!!!” Or “What is beautiful?” Then respond, yeah I heard that, it is a good day yo. 🤣
Split the bill for a huge pizza order with baby, then laid in bed all day covered with bags of meeting candy trying to bulk order stickers. It’s my bedtime yo.
Remember when he acted like someone tried to $hoot his ear off and there were a bunch of adults putting maxi pads on their heads in solidarity??? What in the fuck shit?!! It’s a weird fucking time to be trapped on earth.
Today we vote standing on the backs of the women and people of color who fought so hard to give us that right. This country built on genocide and founded by slavery deserves a leader who isn’t anti-woman, anti-civil rights or against people of color.
“Whosoever holds this hammer, if he be worthy, shall possess the power of Thor.”
Clouds are moving in and out. Votes are being cast. Just gonna finish this overdue order and watch Love and Thunder.
Sometimes folks do not realize the extremes I will go to protect my children and loved ones not just earthside but in other realms. Doing wrong by any of us, puts you at risk of having a really shitty series of events brought on by my ancestors. They show up and keep us close.
The Baby accompanied me to the Delaware War Mothers gourd dance today. It felt good to get out and they jammed really hard. It was a keen lil dance!!! Bet I’m sore tomorrow.
On this day Angela Tallchief went back to the stars. I’ve been 27 years earthside without her. I can’t help but miss her. I miss her daily, but today that longing is more.
I’m just out here doing shit and these kids have no clue. Last night my daughter learned that there are not other women working as doulas on our rez. There is a method to my madness. I do it for them. So they can bear witness to their mom smashing goals and kicking in doors.
Have you ever just sat and wept because you’ll never get to experience your culture not ran thru the lens of colonialism? I’ll never pray the way my ancestors did or hear my own language not seeped in Christianity or touch by European thought and it breaks my heart.