i’m sorry guys ): i have been doing terribly in recovery to the point i don’t consider myself to be in recovery rn. but i want to come back to it and back to this account as soon as possible. i miss having a life recovery was so much brighter and more beautiful. i will be back
imagine ur Only achievement being that you hit a bmi when everyone else around u is buying their first car nd going to university nd falling in love and moving out 2 new cities
i keep getting what feels like rly bad hunger pangs but i’m not hungry and i’ve eaten a lot ): and i’ll eat a bunch to fix it and it doesnt do anything so idk what is going on
i had like a mini relapse today (i’m snapped out of it) and i counted calories for the first time in over a month and… how was i doing that all the time that was so miserable and joyless