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MDNI. QUEER AS FUCK ! FTA☠️ 1312☠️ PMA☠️

[zalen @finalfeverdream]

i will be 4 whole years (that’s 1460 days) sober from substances in a couple days🥹 posting now bc i’ll probably forget..

i look back at my days of active addiction and i feel a sense of relief that my life is no longer on a path that would have cost me everything

[zalen @finalfeverdream]

the fact that i gave birth nearly 8 months ago with an epidural which caused a puncture and therefore a leak of my cerebrospinal fluid which could lead to brain damage ?????? and i’ve STILL been refused a simple surgical procedure to prevent further leaking ?????

🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡

[zalen @finalfeverdream]

nearly 4 years sober from alcohol. i feel sick that i might lose that tonight, but im in so much fucking pain i don’t know what else to do that won’t end with me dead

[zalen @finalfeverdream]

i fear my sobriety is going to take a hit tonight. life is too fucking hard.

[zalen @finalfeverdream]

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[zalen @finalfeverdream]

remember when i had the confidence to wear dresses with leg splits up to my hip.. deadass not since i was twenty years old

[Natasha @HalkuKaFufa]

This dress is full of bad decisions..🥶🤤

[zalen @finalfeverdream]

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[zalen @finalfeverdream]

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[zalen @finalfeverdream]

fucked around and went to my psych assessment, then got diagnosed with ocd.. ive had a feeling fo a while but now it’s more than a crappy possibility everything feels 10x bigger and scarier

[zalen @finalfeverdream]

started anorexia recovery 7 years ago in a couple days. sometimes i feel like im the most recovered ive ever been, but nowadays more often i feel like a 14 year old girl desperately trying to be anyone but herself, all over again

[zalen @finalfeverdream]

@deadringxr you’re beautiful and i’m glad you exist💙

[zalen @finalfeverdream]

music that follows me through the different stages of my life as i change and wither, yeah. this may be the saddest one to admit.

https://t.co/FLaMlFgnQa

[zalen @finalfeverdream]

living in a state of existential fatigue

[zalen @finalfeverdream]

valid response. completely logical way forward. she deserves public recognition imo x

[Notícias Paralelas @NP__Oficial]

🚨 BRASIL l Mulher corta a cabeça do namorado com faca em Itaquaquecetuba, São Paulo, após descobrir que o homem abusava sexualmente de seu filho, de 3 anos

[ً @prinkasusa]

Some women will never want children in their life in any meaningful capacity. They don't want to give birth. They don't want to adopt. They don't want to be the fun auntie. They don't want to be a godmother. They don't want to work in a field with children. They will never change a child's diaper and don't believe their lack of childcare skills is a problem that needs fixing, because childcare is not a crucial part of the human experience, with billions of people on the planet. They go about their day while only seeing kids out at the grocery store or at the park, and nothing is missing from their lives. The refusal to accept this is driving a global right-wing backlash movement.

[zalen @finalfeverdream]

cleaning time vs all clean !

[zalen @finalfeverdream]

@deadringxr @VampireGhuleh love you loads🩶

[zalen @finalfeverdream]

@jigsawapologist 🩶thankyou

[zalen @finalfeverdream]

i will be 4 whole years (that’s 1460 days) sober from substances in a couple days🥹 posting now bc i’ll probably forget..

i look back at my days of active addiction and i feel a sense of relief that my life is no longer on a path that would have cost me everything

[zalen @finalfeverdream]

i don’t feel the need to say any more on the matter, im not going to exhaust the little energy i have arguing about this. i also have no interest ruining the credibility of meg’s intentions or character, when i really don’t know shit about her.

[zalen @finalfeverdream]

getting a lot of backlash for this which i expected. i am a survivor of abuse in previous relationships. i have put a lot of time into strengthening myself and my ability to recognise abuse in the early stages. with this in mind, i have no concerns re my safety.

[zalen @finalfeverdream]

take what you will from this. if you have any concerns regarding myself, my partner or our relationship, please do come directly to me to address it and we can clear it up. not having his name dragged through the mud for the sake of doubling down to win an argument.

[zalen @finalfeverdream]

i trust that my online community will take this as an opportunity to step back and practise critical thinking, approach me privately with any concerns and address them with a level of grace and sensitivity that those would concerns naturally warrant.