tash ☿ (nat)

putting the ick in esoteric | S.H.A.R.P / Alopecia Universalis | 🇵🇸

[tash ☿ (nat) @fkatashh]

Art vs Artist 🌹

[Betty Jiang @BettyWanJiang]

Art vs Artist ❤️

[tash ☿ (nat) @fkatashh]

@mothmaam42069 nothing to be sorry for and ur not crazy for having a justified emotional response xoxo

[tash ☿ (nat) @fkatashh]

@mothmaam42069 acc are such bastards they truly are fucking insurance vampires, they wouldn’t fund mine because they said domestic violence caused more of my trauma than sa, they wanted any excuse not to fund me it’s so bullshit!! i hope they will fund you tho xxx you’re the bravest ilysm xx

[josh @joshypooper]

im so fed up can someone put a blanket over my cage

[tash ☿ (nat) @fkatashh]

seeing deafheaven for the third time tomorrow yay but even better is i MET THEM ! TODAY ! and they signed my record and their patch on my jacket AND replaced the lost guitar pick that they gave me the first time i saw them ?!!! i’m GEEKED i’m SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP

[tash ☿ (nat) @fkatashh]

@mothmaam42069 your life isn’t ruined, it’s never too late to find new ways to live and new things to live for, you are so loved xxxx

[tash ☿ (nat) @fkatashh]

@Flinnja it all looked pretty fine when i had a peak at it! bless your heart we’ll see how much a pro service will actually be and then maybe i’ll figure something out idk

[tash ☿ (nat) @fkatashh]

devastated to learn that my piano cable (which i finally replaced after 6 months) wasn’t the issue but the piano itself is fucked and very expensive to fix, what if i just walked into the ocean

[tash ☿ (nat) @fkatashh]

@Ig_Thornycroft @mothmaam42069 exactly like that’s The Cordy Show to me

[miri @eggoslug]

I got that deer in me im going to jump in front of your car

[tash ☿ (nat) @fkatashh]

@skymningNZ you’re exactly right!!!

[tash ☿ (nat) @fkatashh]

alrighty sorry i’m done sadposting now i’m just gonna go get zooted about it so i don’t have to think anymore ! i hate mondays!

[tash ☿ (nat) @fkatashh]

@gorefather_ thank u my friend!!

[tash ☿ (nat) @fkatashh]

got a tat2 today as a bday gift to myself to cheer me up, i’m embarrassingly serious about pink floyd okay

[tash ☿ (nat) @fkatashh]

@skymningNZ nibbler is my angel!! and he was done by tim!

[tash ☿ (nat) @fkatashh]

@trixiedarko i feel very grateful to be here and grateful for kind friends, yourself included 🩶

[tash ☿ (nat) @fkatashh]

coworkers being so kind and trying to organise something for me and i keep being like haha no please it’s fine cos i don’t know how to explain i don’t feel celebratory without trauma dumping and ruining the mood

[tash ☿ (nat) @fkatashh]

couple people been asking what i’m doing for my birthday soon and i don’t have the heart to tell them i’m doing nothing because it’s days from cals death anniversary and i will never be able to celebrate my birthday properly again lol

[tash ☿ (nat) @fkatashh]

this week will be horrible, it’s already horrible and it’s only monday, i’m so sick of being followed everywhere by the spectre of grief . i want to go to sleep . i’m so tired