she avoids looking at her reflection in the mirror as she ties up her hair in a blue ribbon.
something simple for today, she thinks. leave the extravagance for the impending homecoming day.
— jagged gasps of air.
hand half-heartedly wiping away at tears as she finally registers melanie's voice calling for her.
“ 'm in here, ” she manages out finally through sniffles. “ please tell me you're alone. ”
it takes her longer than she'd like to find somewhere to hide; too many places no longer the safe-havens they'd once been.
thankfully her feet worked better than her brain, and she found herself slipping into the chemistry lab and sinking down to the floor between —
After another moment of insecure hesitation, Melanie hurries to follow in the direction she saw @flaminglcks run off to.
"Jolene?"
Where could she have gone? How worrisome for someone usually so composed to simply up and disappear.
@deepwatcrs — veins.
“ i don't think we do, ” jolene manages to weakly get out as she withdraws her hand from his; using it to wipe away at tears she won't dare let fall. not now.
“ because nothing i say is going to change how you feel about me. is it? ”
@deepwatcrs — knows what's coming before he opens his mouth.
a tiny part of her sparks up into a fleeting moment of rage at his words. he can't even say the real words, can he?
but any semblance of anger dies out as a wave of grief washes over her and takes root in her —