growing up with you, i hope this never ends
break or fall apart
fading in and fading out
so long as we're lines growing (together) over time
tempestuous life will never cease to get to me
ah these weathers,
these seasons we're shedding like our clothes in the night, let's bare
@datLucario this is really relatable. im always saying some BULLSHIT on my spam twt but its just me .. like ventng. what if i want to shout into the void?
like i'm either in a blind wave of grief and anger and just vomiting words onto the page without considering their impact
or i'm actively arguing on behalf of someone who deeply hurt me
i dont like either of those
i don't like what social media has done to grief and conflict
whenever im lucid enough to realize i'm part of a culture that treats this sort of thing as entertainment it leads to so much repressing , and so many excuses and to make it clear im not trying to draw a Monster For You To Get Upset At . and thats . probably not super healthy
it really sucks how venting about ur emotions online is an artform that exists to Tell A Fun Story (drama) or Establish A Moral Narrative Of Wrongdoing (witch hunt)
what if i don't want to do either of those?
what if i just have big emotions and need to yell really loud ?
robbing you of your right to feel needed, of purpose-making in life.
ennui + sustained drip-fed horrors + encouraged access to addictions (without education) = installing mass learned helplessness behaviors within the global populace.
" you're on your own "
how to instill structures and systems conducive to trans-generational captivity 101:
@jrm4@f4micom It should probably be framed in terms of: 1. the acute impacts of greedily/hastily built data centers in impacted communities who had little say and 2. the non-environmental impacts (i.e. brain-rot, plagiarism, soulless slop) as the environmental arguments are comparatively tiny
his blank expression and silence is so scary sometimes!!! IDKK I CANT HELP BUT FREAK OUT xdddd i wasnt always like this istg.
like i wanna play games with bro but bro is goofy-scary ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ