bea (edtwt)

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[bea (edtwt) @flowerbea_]

new #edtwt intro <3

💙 21 (03)
🩵 she/her
💙 ifb 18+ with age in bio!
🩵 diagnosed anorexic
💙 pro recovery always
🩵 cozy games, anime, manga & weed
💙professional bed rotter
🩵 pls don’t interact if you post s/h!

DNI: shtwt / fatphobes etc

[bea (edtwt) @flowerbea_]

i’m generally fine with my lack of cleavage but there are some days where i wish i had a lil rack you know

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i want what everyone in hollywood is having rn LET ME BE SKINNY

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i am unfortunately a junkorexic ITS JUST SO EASY TO GRAB SOMETHING JUNKY like i’m too depressed and lazy to make a yogurt bowl these days

[bea (edtwt) @flowerbea_]

if i starved more i wouldn’t have to deal with a period on vacation but here we are…

[bea (edtwt) @flowerbea_]

my family has dinner at 7/8pm and it drives me crazy, but even more so now because i’m currently sticking to breakfast and dinner only no snacks for the next two weeks lol

[bea (edtwt) @flowerbea_]

head got too big and was like “i can easily restrict this much for 3 weeks” and forgot about the part where i randomly wake up at 5am because my body wants food 💔

[bea (edtwt) @flowerbea_]

i have hobbies but i just can’t get myself to do any of them right now

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not super into to any games at the moment so now my days are consisting of working and then laying in bed 🥲 i should be working out bc vacation is in 3 weeks but im going the lazy route and just heavily restricting

[bea (edtwt) @flowerbea_]

coming back to edtwt when i randomly decide to lock in

[bea (edtwt) @flowerbea_]

one cup of ice cream really doesn’t seem so little if you drink water in between bites

[bea (edtwt) @flowerbea_]

idk if it’s because i’m high but these taste like i’m eating a giant cheerio with flavoring on it wtf are all rice cakes this good

[bea (edtwt) @flowerbea_]

my arms are so big i want to scream cry and throw up

[bea (edtwt) @flowerbea_]

put on a new dress i got for my party today and got humbled REAL QUICK. i immediately changed out of it and won’t be putting it back on until i lose 10 pounds bc what the actual fuck was i thinking wearing that

[bea (edtwt) @flowerbea_]

i used to have some mutuals on here but i’ve been inactive for months now. i hope they’re doing okay.

[bea (edtwt) @flowerbea_]

i want to transform and make everyone’s jaw drop

[bea (edtwt) @flowerbea_]

@periwrinkle13 thank you so much 🥺

[bea (edtwt) @flowerbea_]

it’s my birthday today and i’m actually feeling good rn :P

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i’m gonna be so real, i’ve been so into this book series that it’s helped me skip lunch every day without thinking about food and i love that for me

[bea (edtwt) @flowerbea_]

LOL BOLD ASF BUT that was funny

[bea (edtwt) @flowerbea_]

dad pointed to a picture of an ensure advertisement and said “look, your favorite”