@KiChanCosplay ich bin extra nicht zur Berufsschule gegangen weil ich dachte ich komm dann nicht mehr heim aber bei uns siehts auch genauso aus wie du beschrieben hast
i would lie if i said the extra pounds i gained wouldnt bother me, but im way happier i dont have these weird thoughts and restrictions in my head anymore
when washing my hands i was reminded of my bad relationship with food that i had in the past. back then i would refuse using any soap and shower gel that smelled like food (like fruit or candy) because i was afraid it would make me crave sweets/food in general. im glad its over😭