please i just want to be out of this misery i want to leave i hate this life i want everyone to feel guilty for the pain ive been caused i want to be cared for i just want to go
got drunk, cried, hit myself, scratch myself, bang my head into wall. i am angry. i puked everything and im back to 99lb
i am going to use my anger to get to my goal
i am a pathetic loser and i need to die