Redoing my pinned🍓
♡ she/her
♡ in my teens
♡ edtwt & shtwt (mostly edtwt)
♡ new to having an ed, not diagnosed
♡ sh for ~4 years
♡ I post literally every thought I’ve ever had so I’m rly active
♡/↻/💬 to be moots🍰
i’ve gained A LOT of weight, im literally fatter than my sw, but i can finally feel the ana coming back
idk what was my wake up call, but i’m finally regaining control of myself
i’m resuming starving myself, wish me luck everyone <3
i’m having dinner with my parents and their friends + the friends’ kids at a really nice asian fusion place and i’m literally being the best ana rn. i ordered myself a viet coffee and nothing else, i took like two sips of it and now i’m literally just drinking water😭😭😭
guys, how many kgs do you think i can lose before september 7th??
i’m going to get a gym membership for the gym in my apartment complex so i’m probably going to go there every day
i don’t really want to fast since it triggers binges, but i’m gonna try low res again…
recovery cancelled, everyone
i weigh 3 kg more than my mom
literally about fucking start cutting the fat off my thighs with a kitchen knife, not even kidding
Tbh nothing pisses me off more than ppl saying that the “girl dinner” trend promotes EDs
Like bffr all of the “girl dinners” I’ve seen are 99.9% carbs, sugar, and saturated fat😐😐😐
Hi guys…
I’ve been trying to recover but I fucking hate it
Im fatter than I’ve ever been
Im 49kg rn
I’ve started working out everyday, but it’s not enough
I really want to relapse so I need all the tips I can get, I NEED to get back to my honeymoon phase
@raincandyED yeah, it made me feel so shitty
i spent like 30 minutes sobbing in my room
this was the first time in a while i’ve cried about my how i look/my weight…
i was genuinely trying to recover and it was going pretty well, but my mother just said that i “look so cute” because my “face has gotten rounder” and my “cheeks have gotten bigger” 🙂🙂🙂
so i’m back to starving, everyone!!!! xD
(i can’t stop sobbing and about to kms)