I need to relapse
So so so bad it’s so hard I’m going to cry everything is gone everything is wrong and im homesick for a life that doesn’t exist anymore
How to tell if a kink is a result of severe self harm induced dissociation and psychotic episodes,and lack of self respect or just being into blood and being hurt 🤔
Can’t tell if I’m into it or I feel like i have to preform in that way and it’s a symptom of 7 years of trauma