crying myself to sleep again because i spent yet another whole off day trying to cater to someone else and my day ended with embarrassment and disappointment 😹 at this point i’m doing it to myself and i need to just go home for a while
me when i go to sleep crying and then wake up crying…….its my off day and i wanted to go to the park and soak up the world but someone had other plans i guess
a big sweaty man came in to doordash. he smelled like my dad after doing something outside in the heat for too long. now i’m crying all alone in my store trying to keep it together, i hate grief
context is basically NO ONE is safe when i’m in my cleaning mood and i cant fucking STAND that messy shit. WHY AM I THE ONLY ONE CLEANING WHEN IM FRESH OFF WORK
there has been too much going on in mobile today especially in close proximity to me and it’s so hard to not have an ongoing ocd episode about it i want the universe to know i’m grateful and i love everyone close to me