Izumi But Emo

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[Izumi But Emo @girlfailurefox]

Having a gut feeling about something or someon and not being able to prove it

[Izumi But Emo @girlfailurefox]

Got a referral to an ADHD specialist and they sent me some intake forms to fill out. It took me a month and a half to get around to filling them out… 🥸

[Izumi But Emo @girlfailurefox]

*gets flu shot and covid shot in one arm each*

*coworker asks me to cover shift that includes inventory processing tonight (ie lifting things a lot)*

I can already feel the arm soreness hitting wish me luck o7

[Izumi But Emo @girlfailurefox]

I called the student loan people and they said I can’t do anything so I have to just wait for my bank to reject the payment and then charge me $45 and have no access to money in the meantime like ok

[Izumi But Emo @girlfailurefox]

Me: reapply for student loan repayment assistance bc I can’t afford $1k a month payments

*application gets approved*

*$1k payment gets taken from my account anyways*

So now my bank account thinks it is negative hundreds of dollars and I can’t even get myself an iced coffee :)

[Izumi But Emo @girlfailurefox]

yo shoutout to the 6 month period of time where I thought happiness was in the cards for me that shit was fire

[Izumi But Emo @girlfailurefox]

@mimijohnbeds Almost every time I open the cam to check on him he’s snoozing somewhere 🥺

[Izumi But Emo @girlfailurefox]

POV: You’re a lil guy and mama has to go to “work” (she hates you and abandons you) and leaves you with an entire puppy proofed bedroom (prison) with all your toys and cozy spots and a special snack and she constantly checks on you on the pet cam (you’re miserable and neglected)

[Izumi But Emo @girlfailurefox]

One time I legit had a mental breakdown in Khan’s DMs because I felt I was being too “mean” to Arlo LIKE IDK HE’S JUST A BABY IT’S HARD TO BE STERN WITH HIM HE’S SO CUTE AND SWEET😭😭😭

[Izumi But Emo @girlfailurefox]

Me when I have to use my stern voice with my puppy

[Izumi But Emo @girlfailurefox]

At what point of being misleading does it just cross over to straight up lying

[Izumi But Emo @girlfailurefox]

Working 6 days a week is too much for me unmedicated I go eep 12 hours now ni ni

[Izumi But Emo @girlfailurefox]

Wasn’t expecting $40 in fees to come out if my bank account now I have no food or money until like Monday hehe

[Izumi But Emo @girlfailurefox]

It’s gotta be exhausting making every mole hill into a mountain

[Izumi But Emo @girlfailurefox]

Not only do I lose my time but I spend my own money to do so (the only place nearby to go late in the evening/night is McDonalds or something similar and I don’t think they like when you spend hours there without ordering anything)

[Izumi But Emo @girlfailurefox]

Tired of being too generous with my time. Losing 2 evenings every week for no benefit to myself just isn’t reasonable and expecting me to inconvenience myself for someone else’s gain with little in return is not a fair ask.

[Izumi But Emo @girlfailurefox]

Ran out of my meds today and can’t afford to fill the prescription yet

Add it to the list of things that got screwed by being out $500 unexpectedly this week sigh

[Izumi But Emo @girlfailurefox]

@Retr0Phoenix Seems like more trouble than it’s worth tbh. I’ll just have to make sure not to leave it next time

[Izumi But Emo @girlfailurefox]

Going to have to replace a brand new container of laundry detergent bc people in a shared laundry space can’t refrain from taking shit that isn’t theirs apparently

[Izumi But Emo @girlfailurefox]

Like I genuinely want to cry bc I am already short $500 of what I should have currently and now I have to repurchase something that should have lasted me months because people are shitty