paul higgins being with geoff is, once again, breaking something in me. that man was more than their security guard, he was their on the road dad and seeing him secure geoff to his son when it used to be the other way around… oh man, may they both find peace
Is it bad that I’m actually a little angry at the people in my life for not checking on me when they know how much One Direction meant to me? So many of them know how broken I am, yet none of them have said anything. I don’t know what I would do without you guys tbh.
it’s crazy how people heard the news about liam and moved on with their lives almost immediately, meanwhile i’m stuck in this weird haze where i forget about it for a few minutes and then i remember and it feels like a knife to the chest again
I had family, friends, coworkers without social media, asking me about what happened and what harry did or didn’t do. I was in fight or flight for like a week straight.