the most difficult thing about my ed is that it’s mainly a psychological defense mechanism because i believe that thinness will grant me social leverage which i can use to protect myself and my ego. i feel exposed and vulnerable when i’m not skinny. wtf is this called
i remember being super put off when j3nnifer hvdson suggested some other female celebrity go on weight watchers and i disliked her for yeeeears bc of it, but since developing my ed and dropping weight myself i really get it lol. i get it so much