Having a real head fuck moment. It’s hard going back to wear my old fat guy clothes. I have not had the opportunity to buy enough clothes to fit my new body. It’s like wearing your old self again and then you’re reminded of who I do not want to be.
There. I just need to block everything. No more doom scrolling. No more checking your statuses. They are cutting me like paper cuts. I cannot keep doing this to myself.
Steve Harvey: "When a man's father d*es, he realizes that the one man who truly wanted him to be better than him is gone… When my daddy d*ed, I didn't have nobody to say they was proud of me."
Feelings, raw and exposed when I'm out of control
Pieces were stolen from me
But dare I say, given away
Watching the water give in
As I go down the drain
I appear missing now