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Love the Mr. Had a bit of a wobble today after not much sleep with anxiety and then the baby waking me at 5am, then just not being himself all day. The Mr came home and after helping me put the baby to bed, made us Mexican to eat in bed and watch my fav show
My life has changed forever! Just tried @candykittens wild strawberry and they are amazing! Being #vegetarian I have missed gummy sweets, these are #vegan and taste amazing! Now to try and not eat the whole packet in one go :/
Shout out to the Mr for taking the hit on a Sunday morning and taking the baby downstairs at 6am so I could have some extra sleep.... Not all hero's wear capes #parenting#verylucky
My husband trying to fall asleep: Gets comfy. Sleeps.
Me trying to fall asleep:
Think about all the shit I didn't get done today.
And the shit I need to do tomorrow.
Mental bedtime checklist.
Agonize over whether I was a good mom today.
Heart palpitations.
Recover.
Nightmares.
So I took the leap and went to see my doctor. My fears were confirmed when he told me I have #postnataldepression I'm so upset. I really didn't want it to be that. I have low confidence and self esteem and feelings of being a failure as a parent. I hate the stigma
I've taken some time out after my operation and my #fibro flared up badly. Been feeling low #mentally as I feel like a bad parent for having a #chronicillness that I can't control or help having
@ChasingHorses Thank you so much, it's so lovely that you reached out. Just a low day, feeling like a failure in every sense. But nothing an early night can't fix I'm sure.