I do not understand why ppl don’t cherish me when they have me then when I leave them they stalk me & beg for me back. That shit is so backwards like I’ll never give you another chance to play with me are you dumb
My defense mechanism my entire life has been to verbally assassinate people who hurt me. I’m working on dropping the ego and just saying I’m hurt instead of saying I’ll spit on your dead granny. It’s really a process …