Okay I fucking fainted hit the ground and had to eat it was so bad👌 when I regained consciousness I was freezing but at the same time my whole body was sweating, hopefully I'm dying🥹 calories estimate like 550-650? It's still fine if I omad this and start over tomorrow
It was kinda funny my mom heard me hitting the ground and came to see what's up only to find me sprawled out on the floor😭 I told her I tripped over nothing but well she obvi didn't believe me
“Reach out if you’re suicidal” most people get violently uncomfortable if your mental health crisis manifests in anything beyond long drives together and crying sometimes
I ate like 3000 cals at my friend's house on Tuesday and like 2000-2200 yesterday after finally losing the weight I've gained in two weeks🤔🤔 Okay I'm going to be fasting for two days to hopefully make up for ts