i don’t wanna feel that feeling of finding out sneaky stuff & having my heart drop to my stomach ever again.. it’s just not something you get used to, it’s makes you sick every single time. finding out some stuff ab someone u thought so highly of is such a bad feeling.. like wow.
After a certain age, being a bad partner is just embarrassing. Sooo you didn’t do any work on yourself? No introspection, no healing, no growth… just basking in your toxicity huh?