🪓Harley🩹

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[🪓Harley🩹 @harleyprunus]

Malespo to keep me triggered🔪🪦
A thread🪡

[angel➹ @eyesofangelite]

how it feels to be on a relapse and recover cycle since the age of 9

[🪓Harley🩹 @harleyprunus]

@pepsi0ismylife YOU GET IT YOU UNDERSTAND

[🪓Harley🩹 @harleyprunus]

@blukittendoll Ive seen some horrors

[🪓Harley🩹 @harleyprunus]

You know how your heart rate slightly goes up after eating and you feel a bit different? For some reason my body can’t differentiate between that and being attacked by a bear and I have a 3 hour panic attack

[🪓Harley🩹 @harleyprunus]

I’m romanticizing 2020 summer edtwt

[🪓Harley🩹 @harleyprunus]

@pussyiszerocals I forgot about kgs for a second and I was like WDYM LARPING ANA AT 80 LBS💀

[🪓Harley🩹 @harleyprunus]

When people offer to buy me food while I’m doing well it feels like a genuine threat in my nervous system idk what that’s about but my mom offered to get me something from Dunkin even though she knows I’m eating cleaner rn like not even just in a disordered way like normally

[🪓Harley🩹 @harleyprunus]

@ashiefuck I’m genuinely so proud of you. When I went to detox I had heroin addicts come up to me and tell me they do not envy me coming off benzos. You are already past the hardest part I’m so proud! Definitely follow up with a doctor if you were a long term user❤️

[🪓Harley🩹 @harleyprunus]

@Aleiasss69 Like yes you can binge on healthy food but genuinely I think people are losing the definition of what a real binge is like deep into my bed cycle I was probably hitting 5-7k calories a day on bad days

[🪓Harley🩹 @harleyprunus]

@jinsoulotion_ Nope especially if it’s quick. Pre top surgery I went from D to a small B and even after gaining the weight back my chest stayed essentially the same which actually was a win in my book but probably not what you’re looking for I’m sorry

[🪓Harley🩹 @harleyprunus]

@str4wberrymiffy Oh so we all are dealing with this rn💀

[🪓Harley🩹 @harleyprunus]

@onnyxoffcals Idk I just came back too and they’re calling it edrtwt now💀😭 idk what it means and I’m too scared to ask now

[🪓Harley🩹 @harleyprunus]

How the fuck am I anemic and obese what

[🪓Harley🩹 @harleyprunus]

@D3ADC0RPZZ Why the fuck should she have to worry about existing just because the way she looks. Why do weirdos like you have to be absolute freaks about it

[🪓Harley🩹 @harleyprunus]

@springflingana I genuinely miss my peak ed summer in 2020 I was young and it was terrible but I can’t help but genuinely romanticize it because of how crazy it was

[🪓Harley🩹 @harleyprunus]

@edtwtgirlieuwu @xMm1zuU Do you know what an eating disorder is it’s not a diet to look pretty it’s a serious deadly mental illness. Don’t be shocked when someone with a sickness looks sick.

[🪓Harley🩹 @harleyprunus]

@senkiki0 @SPingard69796 @heartfullofana If you’re going by pure diagnostic criteria then yes there is remission but let’s be realistic