🌸

[🌸 @hayaulya]

proud.

[🌸 @hayaulya]

maybe, this is the time for u to lose me.

[🌸 @hayaulya]

after a year, i thought these feelings had faded, but they’re still the same—soft and gentle.

[🌸 @hayaulya]

i just realized, it turns out that from the start you never loved me.

[🌸 @hayaulya]

nothing is impossible, everything just takes time.

[🌸 @hayaulya]

deliberately kept away because it turned out he wasn't that good..

[🌸 @hayaulya]

it’s over.

[🌸 @hayaulya]

i met the saddest version of me this year, i lost my spark mind & everything.

[🌸 @hayaulya]

why doesn't the longing go away? even though we've lost communication..

[stressed @onlystresstoday]

it will pass. it will pass. it may be heavy, but it will pass.

[🌸 @hayaulya]

very painful, seems like it has to end.

[🌸 @hayaulya]

mom.. everything hurts. i wish u were here😔

[🌸 @hayaulya]

and.. in the end there is no way to recover

[🌸 @hayaulya]

it hurt, but i know i’ll be okay. not because i’m unbothered, but because i’m learning to stand tall even when i feel small. i’m not as weak as i feared, but i’m not pretending i’m not hurt either.

[🌸 @hayaulya]

eventually, the love you were so proud of felt like you have to beg for it.

[🌸 @hayaulya]

may flowers grow in the saddest parts of you.

[🌸 @hayaulya]

i tried it but still doesn't work, what should i do?

[🌸 @hayaulya]

pretending i'm okay with a situation when it's actually shattering my heart is the worst.

[🌸 @hayaulya]

i don't want anymore trauma... it's more better to be by myself☺️

[🌸 @hayaulya]

nobody cares how you feel. until you
make them feel how they made you
feel.