Btw I was full of fears, but I did my very best to overcome those. My fear of failure is my n1 reason of my self-sabotage. My past experiences built who I am today for the worst, and I dislike very much myself right now
I don’t know how to improve my life but like for the greatest good. I feel like I’m stuck somewhere. I can’t seem to decide my next step, because there’s so much I want to accomplish but at the same time I lived SO MUCH failures, idk how to overcome my fears anymore :(
I want to believe that I deserve better, that I can dream bigger, that I can overcome my fears, that I can improve myself. Old me is weirdly someone that inspires me a lot. Old me was so hardworking, fearless and was just trying to be a cool and kind person. I left her somewhere