helplessly bipolar

bipolar. depressed. medicated. fired for being manic.

[helplessly bipolar @helplessbipolar]

Suggestions welcome. I really don't feel like dragging this on much longer. It's ok really, I am at peace with this decision. Not to worry.

[helplessly bipolar @helplessbipolar]

I could do it with heroin and overdose. The movies have made that look rather painless. Anyone ever overdosed that lived to tell about it?

[helplessly bipolar @helplessbipolar]

Life has went to a place where I don't give a shit anymore. I really want to die today but I need to find a way that isn't scary or painful

[helplessly bipolar @helplessbipolar]

Hi everyone. Hope you missed me, probably didn't but it's nice to dream right.

[helplessly bipolar @helplessbipolar]

It really sucks. I am faking my life at my job for 4 months. I'm not sure how much longer I can keep this up without showing my true colors.

[helplessly bipolar @helplessbipolar]

@realDonaldTrump your supports make you look like an idiot by the way.

[helplessly bipolar @helplessbipolar]

@realDonaldTrump fuck you crazy bastard. Hilary is crooked but you fucking nuts. Are you going to fix the broken mental health system???

[helplessly bipolar @helplessbipolar]

My sister went to prison for 20 years.

[helplessly bipolar @helplessbipolar]

I've been distant, I know. Sorry everyone. I was doing some bad self medicating but I seem to have that under control. For now.

[helplessly bipolar @helplessbipolar]

My mood swings are crazy. Extreme angry then either sadness and self pity or all smiles like everyone should be ok with my episode.

[helplessly bipolar @helplessbipolar]

Nothing new. Trying to live life med free but the panic attacks got to be too much. Taking Xanax again...

[helplessly bipolar @helplessbipolar]

Do you know what it feels like to have fireworks going off all around you and you don't even look up. You don't even care.

[helplessly bipolar @helplessbipolar]

I JUST WANT TO BE NORMAL. I WANT FRIENDS LIKE EVERYONE ELSE.

[helplessly bipolar @helplessbipolar]

I am so far into my own world that I just don't care what other people do... unless they are driving like fools...

[helplessly bipolar @helplessbipolar]

Doing better today. If I ignore my parents and sister I mysteriously feel better.

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Anxiety is noisy.

[Mental Health @Sectioned_]

wondering what just happened, making my jaw clench constantly giving me a massive headache painkillers don't touch. It's exhausting.

[helplessly bipolar @helplessbipolar]

Ok so drinking was not as enjoyable as I expected and today I feel a little leveled out. Wonder how long this is going to last... #manic

[helplessly bipolar @helplessbipolar]

Stopped at my old store on the way home from work and picked up a 24 #pabst mmmmmmmm

[helplessly bipolar @helplessbipolar]

#selfmedicating to forget and no longer feel.