siobhan

28 | minors DNI | bulimic and complain about it a lot

[siobhan @helplessdaze]

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*𝕠𝕡𝕖𝕟 𝕞𝕖*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

[siobhan @helplessdaze]

@KevinFridges No one’s forcing you to read them pal ✌🏼

[siobhan @helplessdaze]

I am such an exhausting person to be around

[siobhan @helplessdaze]

Brain so loud today it has to make a comment on everything stfuuu

[siobhan @helplessdaze]

@lattelila I’m so sorry my love, it’s so hard. Big hugs <3

[siobhan @helplessdaze]

Saw a kid from the school I used to work at and avoided her purely so she wouldn’t come across to say hi while I’m wearing short sleeves. My scars don’t bother me that much but sometimes I really hate that I did this to myself

[siobhan @helplessdaze]

@cptsdxo Honestly I just forget to come on here a lot, esp when I’m stuck in a binge cycle which I have been for months now. Hope you’re okay ml

[siobhan @helplessdaze]

I don’t know what to do with myself. I feel so restless mentally. I can’t find the words to describe it. It’s like my brain is thinking without me. I just want to stop

[siobhan @helplessdaze]

Anyone have any tips for dealing with rejection sensitivity? All I want to do is sh bc I’m convinced my friends hate me and will leave me despite them having done nothing to suggest that

[siobhan @helplessdaze]

I’m a really awful person in general tbh

[siobhan @helplessdaze]

I’m a really terrible friend and I hate that about myself

[siobhan @helplessdaze]

I really fucking hate myself. I’ve gained so much weight and I can’t get back on track. I can’t stop eating and I don’t know what to do.

[siobhan @helplessdaze]

It wasn’t necessarily her doing it, but the fact that I didn’t have to say a word. She just got it and knew the contact would help. Why does people caring make me feel like I’ve been punched in the stomach lol

[siobhan @helplessdaze]

I was having a bad morning and was sat on the floor and my friend was sat on a chair so I rest my head on her leg and without prompting she just stroked my hair/back and it’s honestly the most cared for I’ve felt in a long while

[siobhan @helplessdaze]

Do we think the checkout lady clocked my shit when I rocked up with this or

[siobhan @helplessdaze]

@dinocoffeequeen Holy moly you have made so much progress!!! I need you as my training partner asap please

[siobhan @helplessdaze]

@wannabeaetheria Hm maybe! It’s a design though so I’m worried it’d throw the design off if that makes sense? Idk I’m just out here saying words at this point

[siobhan @helplessdaze]

Crochet friends can anyone help me please?
Started making panels to be sewn together for a cardigan. Went to block the panels and there’s no way they’ll block to the dimensions the pattern says (my tension is also a bit dodgy). What should I do??

[siobhan @helplessdaze]

@wannabeaetheria Once they’re stitched I’m going to add a border (if I ever get that far) hahaha

[siobhan @helplessdaze]

Do I block them to whatever size I can and just see what happens? Do I just sew them together and block once they’re all attached? Do I accepted that I’m terrible at crochet and never look at them again?