U will try to be the best daughter, try to be best in academics, avoid relationships, no affairs, no outings, won't go out with friends even they are angry over you for never being present and still be the worst person to exist for them
Watching another job opportunity slip away, cause everyone in this house is a govt job paglu and would rather watch me rot in this house than do something else.....
Soon I'll have enough resources to give the world to everyone I love, but for now I have to stop a very public meltdown on the way home to call people for 10rs....
The part in #obsession where the real nikki begs bear to kill her and all he could ask her was "what's so bad about being with me" and then left was the actual horror.
you either need the patience of a saint or the composure of a dead body to survive in a desi household where every living organism seems to have been put on this ballsack of a life just to ragebait you into killing yourself
once you turn 20 you have to fight everyday for the rest of your life to not lose your personality & spirit...bc what once came naturally to you will be exhausted into nothing if you don't actively Try. it's terrifyingly easy to become a lethargic, soulless adult