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thantophobia (n.) fear of losing someone they love.

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everyone is tired

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but what can i do if this city holds more about you and her than it does about us?

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how to say no?

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im so sorry that im not a good friend

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i've been so tired to keep this all alone, please, let me tell The Creator directly.

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when i get older, i will be there at your side to remind u how i still love you

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no one (inc me) could ever understand my mood cuz they're extremely changing in every seconds.

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i told him ab that traumatize thing i never n would never tell to anyone else but he doesnt even judge me or think that it was disgust. glad that i have the safest place for me to speak.

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relapse?

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i don't think its bcs hormone anymore....

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its desember already. huft, lets start the pain is never permanent but tonight its killing me

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instead of waiting the happy page of this, i'd rather wait for the end of this all. im alr tired

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but talk to who?

[Feelings ღ @anxietymsgs]

This

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there's no one loves u more than i did

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i love you so much that i always trying my best to not get into my bad thoughts, i love you so much that i always scared of my death cause i don't wanna let you feel sad about my leaving.

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i wanna live as long as possible to be by your side, to make sure that i will always be here with you, to make sure that i wont leave you.

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it is hard for me to love except to love u

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whats ur problem?
sleep.

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i feel so unworthy everytime i know that u suffer alone while ure always be there on my suffer time