From +36,000$ to -8000$(debt)
I don’t know who’s gonna read this… but I feel like it’s over.
2 years ago I started with @fundingpips I was loyal from day one. Never jumped firms. Trusted only @Khldfx
I took 7 payouts… around $36k I really thought I was finally making it.
But the last 8 months have broken me.
Failed multiple master accounts. Not a single payout. Every time I try to come back, I fall harder. I don’t even recognize myself as a trader anymore.
Now I’m stuck with multiple loans… total around $8,000… and no way out in sight.
This journey… it destroys you mentally.
I feel stuck. I feel lost.
Only God knows what’s next.
Yesterday night, along Gigiri, it was raining heavily... There were so many men and women on the roadside asking for lifts. I guess they work for those rich people in Gigiri, Muthaiga. Nobody stopped. Took the courage to carry 4 of them, 2 ladies and 2 men. They were going to Allsops (River) and so I dropped them near GSU. When they were alighting, each one of them pulled out a Ksh 50. Like that is what they do. I said nope. I don't want the money. And I could hear them going away sending blessings my way. 😆