I’m literally screaming for the people around me to pay attention; sobbing at work, isolating, telling my friends I want to die…yet no one fucking cares. My manager just dances around me. friends? Where?
@Zatshot 5 years followed by my scide attempt & it was because I tweeted in the heat of the moment that I hated him. When what I really meant was his actions. But he doesn’t trust me.
Like even if we did get back together, his family will never look at me the same. They won’t even talk to me & they said we’d “stay family forever”.
The concept of Hinako being the Bride and having no face because turning into someone's wife takes your identity from you, becoming someone undeserving, no name, no one...
ah silent hill f, I wont ever be convinced you are a bad game. You are just not understood by males.
I haven’t been keeping up with my accountability thread bc it’s obviously been an insanely hectic month for me & I haven’t had energy to walk or eat the way I want. But trust that I’m locking back in for October