You know what. Screw it. I’ll be watching my Kdramas and Cdramas and live in my fantasy world. They say these things never happen in reality but I will always dream and not settle for less. Bye.
Before my grandfather passed away, one of his last things he said to me and my sister was that he hoped my cousin could finish college. We pitched in each month to help him with his studies.
He finished school, passed the boards, and is now starting his training. I’m so proud.
I tend to clean or declutter when I’m stressed. I clean my house before I travel, I clean it when I get back. I clean my sister’s apartment the moment I arrive from the airport.
Some people don’t carry their traumas, but I do with the cleaning.
I used to write a lot. I don’t know why I can’t seem to organize my thoughts anymore. I just do not have the energy or drive to even talk about my thoughts out loud.
Give me the strength to overcome my fears that I create myself. Give me the courage to fight my inner demons. Give me the faith to trust You that everything will be okay.
I have always liked seeing people with watches.
This is the first expensive watch I am buying for myself. I’ve always just worn a Casio and an Audi that was gifted to me. Time is Gold ✨ Hoping for an Omega/Cartier in the future.
Just finished my ENT check up and that was the scariest gut wrenching one I’ve ever had in my life. Felt like I was choking and couldn’t breathe. I pray for the best, and thank God it isn’t serious- so now I will be on observation and follow what they say.
I have this destructive pattern of not wanting to talk to anyone and shutting down after I come back from vacation. I don’t know why I do this to myself.
LF BTS ARIRANG TICKETS IN MANILA OR HONG KONG ‼️
• Hong Kong – Any tier
• Manila – Preferably Bleachers
~ Reasonably priced only.
~ Payment preferred on the concert date at the venue, as I will be traveling from abroad and arranging my leave for either location.
True story: My infection was so severe that the anesthesia on my eyelid didn’t work so the operation felt like torture.
I had to distract myself to avoid screaming so I was lowkey singing-dictating “I Need U” by BTS repeatedly, like a mantra, just to get me through.