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minors dni

[para @hugepara]

unpinning at 60kg

[para @hugepara]

its 6am on a saturday and i cant fall asleep again cause of stress so in contemplating going on a walk near the river nearby to get some steps in before it gets too hot

[para @hugepara]

@kissesforafox first world problems but this on top of my ed is like all small things that are piling up and its too much atp

[para @hugepara]

how many calories does a 5 minute crying session burn cause ive been going at it these past few days

[para @hugepara]

@kissesforafox long distance bf is coming over for thr first time in 9 days and im really nervous and scared and also work is stressing me out cause my boss is an incompetent toddler who doesnt know how to properly run a business and take care of her employees

[para @hugepara]

a few days ago i saw a tiktok about fat people breathing heavy after walking up the stairs n i was like huh i hope i dont do that but i DO do that. oh my goddd

[para @hugepara]

this is no ones fault but my own

[para @hugepara]

couldnt keep my fat hands off some bullshit yesterday so now i have to go to work bloated as fuck it looks like i have a fucking beer belly man

[PinkAngel @Pinky4ngel]

Me when I eat 0.067 cals over my budget so now I gotta do the 10k calorie challenge

[para @hugepara]

ive been overeating these last few days and i cant even walk it off cause its deadass 35° and i dont want to Die

[para @hugepara]

yays

[shiloh ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ @kissesforafox]

Idk its kinda hard to gross me out but this was fun

[para @hugepara]

@bitterivory YES

[para @hugepara]

and i only have a little more than 2 weeks left before he comes over. im going to start walking to 10 000 everyday cause otherwise i fucking cant deal with myself. i already get around 4000-5000 at work so on workdays it should be doable

[para @hugepara]

went on a whole schpiel yesterday to get syrup waffles from a store cause i was craving them and ended up not finding them and i got mentos, a snickers bar and some coke zero instead. gained 400g so now i dont really want the syrup waffles anymore

[para @hugepara]

if im around 50kg and srill this wide i might actually kill myeelf im deadass

[para @hugepara]

im so fucking scared i'll forever be wide as fuck even if i lose weight cause i fele like i just have a rlly wide bone structure. i want to die man

[para @hugepara]

i just had some icecream and jmalready at 760 including One burger man i cant fucking eat two im gonnaVomit

[para @hugepara]

mom said we're having burgers for dinner and i HAVE to eat 2 instead of 1 like i always do???? fuck off????

[para @hugepara]

surely i wont gain it all back tomorrow

[para @hugepara]

lost 600g Yays