I feel so many mixed emotions about my New Year’s fast, but here I am again gearing up to fast as long as I possibly can at the start of the new year... like every other year since I was 16. I’m 21 now.
IMO people shouldn’t be encouraged to under eat OR over eat. The fact is, obesity is a disease JUST THE SAME as anorexia/bulimia. People need to be encouraged to find a healthy balance. Stop telling people how to eat and start telling them how to love themselves enough to change.
i am fucking done with this playing around shit. i need to get serious. i need to lose all this fucking weight. i don’t wanna live like this anymore. i just want to be so tiny i can hide behind a twig.
FOR FUCKING REAL yall I have to fit into a bridesmaid dress on January 1st and I'm scared even though it fits. I'm fasting until the rehearsal dinner on the 31st. Please tell me how to distract myself when the hunger pains set in.
Well I am pleased to say that recovery was a fun fantasy vacation, but I am actually obese! What's good? What's poppin? Y'all good? Finna starve myself to death again hahaha casual Christmas things.