@prof_dong a very sour realization, but maybe just how things have to go.
truly bummed to hear the echoed sentiment from u. u put so much in and have more than earned reciprocity 🫶
experiment failed, whatever man. just fell short of 200.
on the bright side, the slip was just a slip, and the 187 days clean seems to have served the reset I needed 🤞
cautiously trusting this sample size of one. so, the occasional cheeky pint is back on the menu 🤯
didnt think id last, but today marks 100 days of no alc.
relearning how to handle myself in social settings has been unexpectedly hard. much love to the homies for the patience & support 🫶
ive been much happier w/ how i engage w/ and treat my friends, so onto another hundo 🫠🎉
@Fendermcbender hmm, yeah fair. quite likely im just grasping at straws to try to make some silly, pseudo-philosopical prescription.
oh but WAY more importantly, thank you for apparating the specter in my mind known as the Cranduli’s. way too often the name crosses my mind & puts me in stitches
very epic yes yes the cycle is in fact still cycling 😼
isolation is badass actually > oh no > i like to spend time with my friends :D > oops did i desocialize myself 🤭 >
@Fendermcbender resonating too well. i appreciate you sharing your perspective.
im glad to have a similar mindset, just gotta take the ups and downs ig
it feels like so many other human experiences which i imagine are rather shared, yet also a topic we collectively avoid
oh well, we shall endure