i made and lost multiple millions of dollars two separate times (years apart) before i could legally drink. i didn’t switch up on my day 1s or suck dick to move up the ladder, i stayed loyal and true. i fed the people i loved. i gave my dad $50k before i’d made a single
purchase over $5k for myself. i bought my siblings anything they wanted. i lifemaxxed. i took my friends on trips. i was in a club with future to my left, and jimmy butler to my right, at 19 years old. i threw ~20k in 1s that week. i took my dad to dubai. i bought my first property. i took a flick with 150k cash (money spread on my arm). i did a 50k blackjack hand. (and a lot of other crazy degenerate gambling shit). i pretty much fried my dopamine receptors.
i mentally imprisoned myself when i lost it all (especially second time).
sleepless nights. crowded thoughts. self hate. regret. resentment. the past.
i struggled. i cried. i hated. i questioned. i asked why. i learned. i grew. i understood. i adapted. i experienced.
i survived.
i haven’t even turned 22 yet. i started with nothing. a $50 giveaway win back in 2020, and hustle like no other. never had a mentor, cabal, FnF group, or anything. never scammed, and even let millions on the table, not too. pure fucking hustle and finesse. volume. preparation meeting opportunity. “luck”.
but they tell you you can’t. they tell you it’s impossible.
i was not special. i was not smarter, more talented, or higher IQ.
i just believed i could. and so i tried. and i did.
forget the wins, forget the losses. i’ve lived more in 21 years than most people 45+ have, and ever will.
fuck living life like a baseline heart monitor. straight flat line. emotionless.
when i am 90 years old and on my deathbed and look back on my life, i promise you, im going to look back and say holy fuck you really did it all.
because you can’t teach the intangibles. can’t teach the fire. can’t teach the finesse, the need.
and yes im talking my shit for once.
because god damn it’s about time.
lets fucking win.
we all have to go through, what we have to go through, to become the person we need to be, for tomorrow.
if tomorrow was a place we had to go too, do you know how many people wouldn't make it?
but we're so spoiled as to have it come to us.
@trenchesborn 1.5m lost
lost myself on top of it
countless sleepless nights, abusing substances, lost my physical health, mental spiral after mental spiral
would not be nearly who I am today without those dark days
@blknoiz06 agreed to some extent
looking up to atheletes is pointless because it's "borrowed joy". u can't become an athlete after a certain point.
you can ALWAYS make money. looking up to traders has many perks because you can actually start winning too.
Useful Links :
Owner of DOGE2 (Caesar), who’s fully onboarded and endorsing.
- https://t.co/7rtPcXRko7
Article explaining the Doge2 creation lore and drama.
- https://t.co/C1HjN6g9fp
Reddit post made 10D before the token even launched in r/dogelore.
- https://t.co/zqseT2OHrS
Doge2 sighting in a Mr Beast video (at 15 seconds).
- https://t.co/z5AHBbU8WL
Reddit post the community made in r/dogelore with 2.3k upvotes.
- https://t.co/Emo3ZVdUgi
YouTube video talking about Doge2, from 6 years ago. (200k views)
- https://t.co/JSiJzVcYVd
Article about the Doge2 thesis.
- https://t.co/sOcyKIiSoN
- turned 0 into 1m+ at 16
- lost it all
- turned 0 into ~2m at 19
- lost a majority
- experienced the 1% life of luxury and peace
- experienced rock bottom, the sleepless nights, the demons
- fell to severe drug + gambling addictions
- fought my way threw them
- went into many mental spirals and mental hell
- escaped after 2 years
- learned and grew after so much pain and struggle mentally
- sacrificed everything for the pursuit of greatness
> still in love with the game
> still in love with the risk
> still delusionally optimistic everything will workout in my favor
you vs you
man. this article really deserved more attention ngl.
looking back now that I’ve finally made it out of the mental hell hole I was in.
i know there’s more of you out there going thru shit that need to read this.
you can do it bro. you can.
@blknoiz06 in love with the game
in love with the hustle
in love with the risk
delusionally optimistic that everything will work out in my favor
but God damn I went thru hell to get here.
@blknoiz06 turned 0 into 1M+ twice. lost it all twice. plummeted into multiple severe mental rock bottoms. fell to 2 addictions. ignored everything but success and progress. grew. learned. found optimism. on the way back up now.
an $ANSEM stimmy would change everything for me. one more try