Unfortunately, people have a right to decline your love no matter how pure your intentions are. You are not what they want, and that is okay. There are so many you also don’t want too
It’s a blatant show of low self esteem for you to beg to be accepted. There is no reason for you to ask someone out more than once. Even if you were not loved at home, please have some shame.
Going back to someone that told you ‘No’ is only telling them that you don’t have options and they’ll either reject you again or take advantage of your folly.
Rejection is tough, i know but understand that you have no control over that and the only form of control you can exercise is that of your reaction.
They're not bad people for not loving you back, they also deserve to be happy and they can't get it with you.
You may go further to buy their acceptance with money but don't come crying when that's all they ever ask of you.
What you’re going through is preparation for your destination. You know what you need to work on. Work on it so that when your time comes, you are able to handle the responsibilities that come with your blessings.
And when you pray tonight…pray for the ability to stretch yourself. We often wait for pressure to realise our greatest potential. When we have no choice but to adapt and conquer, we excel. However, when we have a choice, we choose comfortability. Leave that comfort zone and win.