stopped setting time limit for working out…
it’s now somewhat a meditative state where it gets more fulfilling if i choose to get lost in the moment…
what’s time anyway…
opened fl studio today after 1 month + break…
briefly checked my previous work…
& I couldn’t believe I did them.
i’m really good at this.
i don’t think i am fully aware of that yet.
most times…
feels like i measure myself a lot by respect, stability & proof to others…
but underneath all of it..
what I crave for is to look at myself and know “i did not disappoint me”