kat 🧀

rotted teeth and bruised knees

[kat 🧀 @iclkat]

september wl tracker!!

★ weekly weigh-ins
☆ intermittent fasts
★ occasional mealposting

[kat 🧀 @iclkat]

@thin_angelwings retweet it is my roman empire

[kat 🧀 @iclkat]

what bmi do people genuinely notice ur disordered?

my mom noticed in the 17s but strangers never assumed, when do random ppl & friends get the memo?

[kat 🧀 @iclkat]

fuck salad marry soup kill sandwich

[erica @ericanextdooor]

fuck marry kill

soup salad sandwich

[kat 🧀 @iclkat]

total kcals ~1,100 and got 10k steps!! busy day, gonna go to bed early and head to the gym tomorrow

[kat 🧀 @iclkat]

@verasangell nosferatu peak im also working on watching all von triers work

[kat 🧀 @iclkat]

@strvinstrawbery thank u ellie!!! ur so sweet

[kat 🧀 @iclkat]

sorry to disappoint im 100% breaking my fast today... i have to run big girl errands and i cant afford to be dizzy and in pain (joint pain sucks)

plus spending the day w my best friend and he knows abt my ed, i dont want him to know i relapsed

[kat 🧀 @iclkat]

i am offically fasting until im underweight

sw (as of 09/17): 49.75kgs

gw: 48.42kgs
diff: 1.33kgs

[kat 🧀 @iclkat]

@blyabuduu thankuuu moonie, perhaps ill restart a longer fast soon

[kat 🧀 @iclkat]

@pawpink444 thank uuu paws :(

[kat 🧀 @iclkat]

@DogmodingCat :(( ill continue restricting it just sucks a bit

[kat 🧀 @iclkat]

i feel so fat and gross after breaking my fast

[˚₊‧꒰ა ✦ iris ✦ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ @angelicxiris]

My dream is to be so skinny food just looks like a prop

[kat 🧀 @iclkat]

@g00nser2 take care of urself wen!!! i hope you get better soon

[kat 🧀 @iclkat]

@g00nser2 aw thank you so much wen youre the sweetest<33 i appreciate it more than you know

[kat 🧀 @iclkat]

ended up being a 60hr fast!! i had to break it due to adult responsabilities buuuuut still lost more than i wouldve otherwise

total wl: 0.65kg
not bad for under 3 day fast :3

[kat 🧀 @iclkat]

update on hunger levels:

almost 44 hours in, physically im not hungry at all. a small bit of mental hunger but very easy to ignore... my stomach is rumbling but im a #soldier idc

0.68kgs to go!! looking forward to continue seeing the scale go down :3

[kat 🧀 @iclkat]

its also helping a lot not having an exact time to end the fast, just a gw!! that way im not checking how far along i am and planning meals ahead because i know i wont get to eat until my weight goes down

[kat 🧀 @iclkat]

@blyabuduu literally ive felt so much more focused and less depressed because i actually have a goal im working towards

[kat 🧀 @iclkat]

flashbacks to when id hear my older sister very loudly purging in the bathroom after we'd binged together

[daisy ☘️ @daisbunni]

oomf purged in front of her little sister???? While she was taking a shower???? Up your intake your brain is shrinking b-b-blocked so stupid idc how disordered you are

[kat 🧀 @iclkat]

@musicmanballs same and i woke up scared as hell

[b 𖤐 @pvssyslayer420]

Me with vape and redbull in the morning

[kat 🧀 @iclkat]

this fast is beating my ass,, mental hunger goes crazy so i had to pull out the ancient texts

straight ice