Pointless Ideas

depressed/self hate&harm/anxiety/ana venting account. cw:150 mgc:110 gw:100 or less

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Five years clean

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Five years clean

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Zero days clean

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Four years, three months clean

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Well this isn’t good.

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Just realized that something I do often, is body checking. I didn’t realize that’s what I was I’ve been doing for years, until just now.

Feel kinda stupid.

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Ok, bad idea, but what if…if what I only allow my weight to be how many calories I eat. Like how much I weight is how many colonies I can have a day? It’s not a good idea…and I’ve already fucked it up if o do it…

[MLive @MLive]

Hollywood the squirrel put on a show this weekend in Grand Rapids.

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I was doing so fucking well, I looked so good, then I just stopped? Jesus I hate myself. It’s been a month and if I kept it up I’d look how I want rn, but nooooo.

[*Error of Existence* @error_tranny]

#edtwt #proana #thinspo #malespo
That moment when your trans and don't know if hating your body is because you have an ed or because your trans but either way you wanna die 👈👈

[sarah @heavenbrat]

i love how happy i feel after being around the right friends, there’s something so genuinely cosmic about platonic love that nurtures my heart

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Damn

[✞ @http_unloved]

Starting to count calories again is never a good sign

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Trying not to get into a panic bc I just realized we are out of diet pop so I have to use regular pop for my drinks at this party rn.

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I keep being so good during the day, then going absolutely feral and binging at night. I hate myself.

[jasper @jaspedcal]

when ur irl skinny but not edtwt skinny 😒

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Now I still gotta get to my LGW , 20lbs to go.

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The first thing mom asks me when I came home for the holidays today was “Have you been eating?” And then proceeded to inspect my body.

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I actually haven’t been eating a lot lately, not anything if I can help it, but I haven’t seen any results so I’m glad to hear her ask that as..as messed up as that sounds.

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I was doing so well, and then I had a weekend home alone and all I’ve been doing is binging