That deadly silence, and the loneliness that slowly devours your soul in silence… they don’t kill you all at once, but slowly break you from within, with a pain no one can see.
Those who do not dare to say 'I love you' do not deserve to experience its details for the fear of confrontation is the graveyard where the most beautiful stories are buried before they even begin.
And I don’t know how to comfort myself, or how to end it,
In this story of my misery.
When I look into the mirror, I see a person
From the past.
Someone whose heart was never afraid of love, nor defeated by darkness,
And he was content… he was content.
I’ve always been the strong one—the mental and emotional anchor for everyone I love. That’s why it’s so hard to find myself being the one who needs support now.
The idea that you must have your life “figured out” in your early 20s is one of the most unrealistic expectations out there. Your 20s are for learning, failing, and growing — not finishing life before it even begins.
Maturity is not about age, it’s about mindset. It’s choosing growth over comfort, peace over ego, and learning from every mistake instead of repeating it.
I’m the one you often see sitting alone on the edges—seemingly distant, yet inside me lives a world full of dreams, quiet passion, and a heart that carries more love than words can ever hold.