I'M A PSYCHOLOGIST, and I can often tell when someone's โdepressionโ may actually be years of emotional exhaustion from living with a narcissistic partner.
Here are the signs:
at some point, you really have to tell yourself "this isn't an experience i want to keep having" and stop entertaining things that don't benefit you in any way
thank u for letting this end in such an irreparable way such that the memories are tainted and my perception of who you are fundamentally is rewritten thus allowing me to feel grateful to be free from this era of my life