swan 🪽🖤🔪🩸

not new, was bllueslushiez❣️they/he ✂️ ifb!
im 24, mdni! shedrtwt but mostly edrtwt atm
backup/priv @saveyrselfswan 🦢

[swan 🪽🖤🔪🩸 @ilovedisasterr]

i changed my user too cos that was 1 of my rewards 2 myself for hitting first gw, strwberiswanxo - ilovedisasterr

[swan 🪽🖤🔪🩸 @ilovedisasterr]

does any1 else love smelling like delicious things tht they refuse to eat or is it just me

[swan 🪽🖤🔪🩸 @ilovedisasterr]

@pvprexia ARE U ME HAHA i deleted the car one like a week ago cos i stopped liking it but meowdoku omf im up to level 1000 smth

[swan 🪽🖤🔪🩸 @ilovedisasterr]

ok i finally did a bc after my shower n honestly it’s NOTTT as bad as i was expecting after the halloween binge, i acc feel ok rn and i als know ill nvr ever do a binge like tht again cos it made me feel so awful after like physically

[swan 🪽🖤🔪🩸 @ilovedisasterr]

@jun0slitz same🫡 i always said id stop when i got xyz amt of severe scarring but,,, tht goalpost keeps moving unfortunately like ik it will nvr b enough </3 stay safe oomfie 🫂

[swan 🪽🖤🔪🩸 @ilovedisasterr]

im still celebrating halloweekend so y da hell aren’t the tv channels still playing halloween movies??? where the fuck is my haunted mansion and my beetlejuice hello

[swan 🪽🖤🔪🩸 @ilovedisasterr]

@VaFr34 a fellow mushroom enjoyer hell yeah

[swan 🪽🖤🔪🩸 @ilovedisasterr]

@hollow_mags i hope ur okay too, pls be safe 🫂

[𝐄𝐥𝐯𝐢𝐞 @daughter0fv3nus]

my favorite hobby is rotting in bed and watching movies and pretending the world isn't full of evil people

[☣︎ @grimlun]

do my dark circles and deteriorating health make me look hot

[swan 🪽🖤🔪🩸 @ilovedisasterr]

@Cookieonedtwt instagram in 2013/14 cos i’m old lmfao

[swan 🪽🖤🔪🩸 @ilovedisasterr]

@soggy_cat48 wait i misread this and thought u meant cutting urself thru the tights im sorry lmao but no if ur only cutting the tights themselves it’s not sh

[swan 🪽🖤🔪🩸 @ilovedisasterr]

@lucidparasite_ this looks so nice n comforting

[swan 🪽🖤🔪🩸 @ilovedisasterr]

i feel so ridiculous sometimes ab it tho AHAHA over here being cryptic like when ur carpet is red and there’s a disaster all over it and there’s an episode in which you get injured and ur dress came out of the dryer very very electrified n crackly💀💀

[swan 🪽🖤🔪🩸 @ilovedisasterr]

good morning im happy cos i dont feel as sick anymore n i also had a v nice dream where mr favourite band member himself n i had a deep convo n he reassured me🥲🫂 he asked me to just try 2 not hurt myself n i rly wanted to try like 4 him </3

[swan 🪽🖤🔪🩸 @ilovedisasterr]

i am unfortunately so paranoid ab saying his name or the bands name on my twt cos ik they’re active on their socials n see ppls posts and i would feel like a monster if i personally was the thing to introduce them to shedtwt 😭 mayb ts is a dumb worry but i dont want it 2 happen

[swan 🪽🖤🔪🩸 @ilovedisasterr]

@sekitsuii me too lmao health conscious junkorexia 🤝

[Rui of SHittEDtwt @buriedinflowerz]

*finds a razor in my candy*

[swan 🪽🖤🔪🩸 @ilovedisasterr]

@alicorn98 i promise its not, i binged on halloween 2 i planned it &am bloated as hell ts am/multiple lbs heavier but u can’t gain actual weight off one binge, im gna go back to my normal cal limit today n stick to it now and the temprary increase will go away, i promise u urs will too🫂