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[rin is leaving• ₊°✧ @im_yellowflowrr]

I'm going to deactivate every single account I have related to edtwt.
I can't do this anymore, staying here is stupid and controversial. I keep stumbling across edtwt accounts, ppl in semi-rec, triggering posts, I keep comparing myself to who doesn't suffer from bed and is able +

[rin is leaving• ₊°✧ @im_yellowflowrr]

+ thanks to this lil community and the sweet people I met and interacted with. I can't express how much this meant to me and how it helped, when nobody was there to listen.
you too should leave if you feel like it. it's for your own sake, you're allowed to do it.
I love u

[rin is leaving• ₊°✧ @im_yellowflowrr]

+ to keep restricting or eat a normal amount of food, while I keep eating more than 2k every day and less that 800 the other days. I'm tired and I feel ashamed of myself every time I scroll and post in this social media.
I'm thankful for every single person who supported me +

[rin is leaving• ₊°✧ @im_yellowflowrr]

+ every now and then how our lives are going when we post something, yk?) you are free to ask in my dms, I'll be happy to follow you too♡
this is going to be a big step and I think I'll just get better. I had the support I needed before and after starting recovery and this is +

[rin is leaving• ₊°✧ @im_yellowflowrr]

I'm going to deactivate every single account I have related to edtwt.
I can't do this anymore, staying here is stupid and controversial. I keep stumbling across edtwt accounts, ppl in semi-rec, triggering posts, I keep comparing myself to who doesn't suffer from bed and is able +

[rin is leaving• ₊°✧ @im_yellowflowrr]

forgot to write that I used oil too before baking them in the oven

[rin is leaving• ₊°✧ @im_yellowflowrr]

carrots dipped in yogurt

[rin is leaving• ₊°✧ @im_yellowflowrr]

this morning while talking to my psychologist I realised how much my parents (mostly mom) had me living in a bubble to the point I stopped asking things to them, assuming they wouldn't let me. and now that im 18 i don't know if they actually would, but I'm too scared to ask

[rin is leaving• ₊°✧ @im_yellowflowrr]

very ugly
very not aesthetically plated
but very good

[gracie ☆ @graciesbakes]

strawberries and bananas can fix me

[rin is leaving• ₊°✧ @im_yellowflowrr]

230424
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2 days binge free(?)
0 days calorie counting free

[rin is leaving• ₊°✧ @im_yellowflowrr]

thread 🪷 trying to not count calories anymore and LEARING how to eat intuitively following my meal plan as perfectly as possible
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start: 6th april 2024 7 days binge free

[rin is leaving• ₊°✧ @im_yellowflowrr]

220424
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1 day binge free
0 days calorie counting free

[rin is leaving• ₊°✧ @im_yellowflowrr]

stavo per abbuffarmi e mia sorella è entrata in cucina che avevo l'ultimo morso di pane e nutella in mano ho preso uno tovagliolo e l'ho nascosto ma era palese stessi mangiando qualcosa che vergogna giuro avevo pure fatto una bella merendina con yogurt fragole e melone

[rin is leaving• ₊°✧ @im_yellowflowrr]

@strwbrsel ue amore grazie mwah

[rin is leaving• ₊°✧ @im_yellowflowrr]

yesterday's morning I had oatmeal with frozen berries but It said I had to rinse and boil them??? I get the rinse part, but I boiled them and they almost came out as jam 😭 next time I really need to use less fruits I couldn't even taste oats

[☽☉☾ @solelunastro]

scorpio risings — full moon in scorpio 4.23 vibes