Idk why people can't seem to understand that not everyone wants kids? We're not born in a rich, stable family that we didn't get what we want as kids. Now that we're adults & finally able to get what we want, we want to get it FOR OURSELVES & NOT OUR KIDS. Yes, we're TRAUMATIZED.
@tanyakanrl sbnrnya keputusan utk resign kan diambil oleh sender ya, biarpun karena suruhan suami. tentu ketika mengambil keputusan itu udh tau akibat & resikonya. jd apa boleh buat kalo skrg dicukup2in aja sih, mungkin bisa sambil cari kerjaan lain yg bisa remote dr rumah buat tambah2 nder.
It's so weird how I have so many ideas about the things I should be doing when I was younger, or the things I will do when I'm older, but totally no clue about what to do right now. Maybe I can only see things clearly from a distance.
Can you believe it that I actually wanna feel addicted to Tiktok again, I used to find so many inspirations there. Ever since I stopped, I can't come back even if I want to and here I am uninspired...
Despite anything, I think living in the city is better. I kinda ran out of idea on how to earn money now. But hey, when there's a will there's always a way.