its 4:05 am the clocks ticking.
i should have been sleep js like every other kid at my age.
but i am not so whats the point of it?
I wonder how many days till i sleep earlier
when was the last time i woke up in the morning
i dont see any different atp
wht does it mean?
I wonder whats driving me to these things that i do.
I wonder when i will achieve what i really want.
Its never the same new problems everyday smth that i do not have control over
i hate it.
10,000 dollars is it really alot?
I wonder...
Will i get the same happiness that i do now after earning 100 bucks.
Will i be more satissified if i earned 10,000 dollars it surely solves all my problems right?
right?
I might sound mythical being saying but
People change there interests change
the worldview changes apart from who they really
ARE deep with In Ego is what feeds it or we let it i
woNDER?
Money, power, honour what is it that we really strive for I wonder
How many days has it been i wonder
that list time i met a friend and had friend...
when was the last time i was not alone i wonder
people come and they all leave
and we all left alone
I will be strong enough to only need myself
even if i end up last man on the earth.