right now im playing a really crunchy show in a taco bell in boston. its been a really beautiful week here and im thankful for it. i ate a lot of spicy ice cream drumsticks and thought about extinct birds. now we are about to play Saturday. this tweet is probably going to bounce.
When I found out I was so overwhelmed. I was happy because I felt like I finaly wasnt crazy, and i was also scared. I was scared bc I know it's getting worse. Idk. I just wanted to vent.
I know nobody cares, but I'm not doing too great. I'm not the worst I've ever been, just been struggling. Mostly with ocd. I've had a feeling I had ocd for a while, but my old counselor told me i didnt have it. My tharapist now tells me I do. And I believe her.
I didn't vote. I'm 18 and I know I'm supposed to vote but I just couldnt. There were alot of reasons but one is definitely that I've been struggling with ocd. I just found out I'm diagnosed with it the other day. I always had a feeling I had it but now I'm in a state of denial.
@danielhowell I didn't vote. I'm 18 and I know I'm supposed to vote but I just couldnt. There were alot of reasons but one is definitely that I've been struggling with ocd. I just found out I'm diagnosed with it the other day. I always had a feeling I had it but now I'm in a state of denial.
Finally decided to stop ignoring everyone and actually started attending my online classes. My class was so happy to see me, reminds me why I used to love school.
But it actually has been helping and I can finally see a life where maybe I can be happy and suicide free. I have lost so meny people I trusted, taken so meny hits this year and you know what, I'm still here.
Hi everyone, I know I've been making some conserning tweets lately. I'm sorry for this. I have not been doing well this year. I havnt even been home for more than a weak befor I get sent to the er and then to another hospital. My mental illnesses have been beating me for years.
Recently theyve been winning, and I was starting to give up and I could see the end coming closer and closer, feeling like I couldn't stop it. But now I am trying to stay positive, which is very difficult and not somthing I usually do.
Somtimes I can only hear one.
Usually it's the lyrics.
Dark and hopeless.
But sometimes I can hear a faint note in the distance.
A faint melody.
A beutiful, bright and hopeful melody.
I hope I will hear it again soon.
@HowitFeelsBook
Life is like a song.
Everyones song is different.
Mine is a beutiful, painful song.
With painful lyrics and a beutiful melody.
An undertone of hope.
My lyrics are dark and somtimes hopeless.
My melody is hopeful and bright.
I can choose which one I listen too.