Nobody tells you how hard it is to rewire your brain so you can allow amazing things to happen to you after so much trauma or hurt. Blessings exist, good people exist, and a safer life exists. Let it happen.
When you’re a deeply passionate person, you need a deeply passionate life. A life with meaning, with depth, with magic, with soul nurturing experiences, with people who bring warmth into your life, with a partner that you can live a passionate, devotional, godly love with
my best piece of advice for you is to learn how to think for yourself. be courageous. question things that don’t make sense to you. don’t agree just because your friends do. take time to learn both sides. the truth usually lies somewhere in the middle of extreme opinions.