imagine the woman you want to become. think of what her daily life looks like; her habits, her routines and her actions. start showing up to these commitments, start building upon them, step by step and day by day. you don't become her overnight, you build her.
Im so happy I learned what real love is. I used to think love was forgiving someone countless times and trying to see the best side of them. & its not! Love is loving yourself enough to know that if someone really loved you theyll never put you in certain positions to begin with.
girl. you study, you work, you are responsible, you dress well, you put yourself together every morning, you manage your money, you are educated & respectful, you are loyal, you have vision and plans for the future. who doesn't value that, doesn't deserve you.
someone putting you through the same pain twice means they hate you... i'm sorry but there's just no other way to justify how you hurt someone, see the pain you've caused, etc, do whatever it takes to get them to trust & love you again just to put them through it all over again.