i’m scared of the change happening in my life right now but i have this overwhelming sense of calm and a feeling that no matter what decision i make, everything (and i mean everything) is going to be okay.
i think a lot of air placements are starting to prove themselves + other people wrong. not that you care much for external opinions at the moment but, you once thought you couldn’t do the things you’re starting to do (or have already done) right now.
one time I was in the hospital elevator with a resident and then the elevator got stuck and I was like “omg we are going to die” and she was like “omg YES I needed this today” and sat down and started eating a granola bar
i promise to make efforts in my life that i didn’t grow up seeing. to continue believing in myself even when i mess up. to trust that i’ll find the way even when i have no vision. to break down generational traumas. to question everything. to be better than i was the day before.