I try to keep myself busy not because I enjoy being busy all the time, but bcz the moment I hv nothing to do, my mind starts wandering to all the bad things that have happened over the years.
sometimes staying busy feels easier than sitting alone with your thoughts...
it literally took me 45 minutes to post a simple story of my 10k stats on insta bcz I was overthinking what everyone would think nd all. and then boom twitter just doesn't give a fuck, i post whatever I want.
twitter is just different....