Christa 🎀

💕 wife. mom. nurse. 💕

[Christa 🎀 @itschrista_]

“I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well. I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself.”

[Christa 🎀 @itschrista_]

“We’re only getting older, baby. And I’ve been thinking ‘bout it lately. Does it ever drive you crazy just how fast the night changes?”

[Christa 🎀 @itschrista_]

“You’re just a sad song with nothing to say about a lifelong wait for a hospital stay.” 💔

[Christa 🎀 @itschrista_]

Most days, I’m getting “better.” Then I’m struck by the powerful realization that my baby sister is dead and the breath is just knocked out of me. Grief is so nonlinear, so unpredictable. Sometimes I wonder how I’m still on my feet. I miss my family, even as broken as it was.

[Christa 🎀 @itschrista_]

“'Cause everything is lit except my serotonin, yeah. Everything is lit but my lightning bolt brain.” ⚡️

[Christa 🎀 @itschrista_]

“I'm here again, between the devil and the danger, but I guess it's just my nature.” 🌥️

[Christa 🎀 @itschrista_]

“Now you’re tire tracks and one pair of shoes and I’m split in half but that’ll half to do.”

[Christa 🎀 @itschrista_]

@TheBuddyForbes 💀

[Christa 🎀 @itschrista_]

@hannahfjustice Thank you so much! ❤️ She had a special soul!

[Christa 🎀 @itschrista_]

Last night, I wrote my baby sister’s obituary. How I’m supposed to include all she was in simple paragraphs? My heart feels like an anchor. I thought losing my mom was the worst thing I’d ever go through, but it didn’t prepare me for this pain.

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[Christa 🎀 @itschrista_]

Part of my heart will never leave that hospital in Des Moines. I will never understand. I love you, KK. I will miss you for the rest of my life. 💔 #Forever24.

[Christa 🎀 @itschrista_]

-discussing the imaginary boy we will never have-
Me: His name will be Rowan.
Tyler: Okay. Then we can have another one, give it a name that starts with a “P,” and then we’ll have “AARP.”
Me: 😐😑
@TylerLayne66

[Christa 🎀 @itschrista_]

@TheBuddyForbes 💀

[Christa 🎀 @itschrista_]

@TylerLayne66 @JoshyBeSloshy 😌🥶

[Christa 🎀 @itschrista_]

“It's just anatomy; you make up half of me, but still you don't know me at all. You've been my missing piece, so why aren't you missing me? Guess I meant less than I thought.”

[Christa 🎀 @itschrista_]

@TheBuddyForbes 💀

[Christa 🎀 @itschrista_]

@TheBuddyForbes Every moment of every day.

[Christa 🎀 @itschrista_]

ESOEMOEHOED.

[Christa 🎀 @itschrista_]

@PeanutButterGmr YAY! Congratulations!!! ❤️